Wednesday, November 30, 2005
10:15 PM
A tired day... hmm...
I guess I'm always tired...
anyway... suddenly wonder the hardest
thng been in Poly for me
will be doing a group projects ...
actually I don't hate Projects
and I'm actually prefer projects than exams...
Projects can be fun... you noe sometimes when
you finish the FINALLy part of the projects,
you got this satifaction in your heart...
well... I can't really describe the feeling...
or maybe I could say the time and the hard work
you been devoted into is really the greatest thing
in the world...
but sometimes when you work the team,
and in the end, it's really hurts when you
feel that you just a useless bum in the team...
but what can you do... all you can do is to
try to chase up your teammates as fast as possible...
when you trying to contribute as much as possible
to the team but it seemed that sometimes you
somehow feel that you are kana indirectly rejected...
Well.. all you can do is to tell yourself
"fine.. is ok... i will be able to contribute next time.."
but as time goes by... you get sick and tired of it...
so in the end you will feel that somehow your teammate
looks down on you...
Is it really just that you are thinking too much
or really that it's a fact...
A tired day makes your mood falls rapidy fast...