My WILD Journey

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

11:43 PM

Happy 21th Birthday Thomas !!!
I hope I wasn't late to wish you... hehehe...
may all your wishes comes true !

Went to my emails and saw a birthday reminder from friendster.
It was really a tired day for me today...
Slept at about 5am last night just to chiong my drawing, sat from about 12 midnight
till 4am +. throughout, I had all the full concentration on the drawing...
manage to finish the room drawing and finish shading for Architectural drawing.

Today lesson for free hand was drawing a human face protrait and Miss Shervon got
ah nia as the model... hehe...
overall, the drawing was pretty nice but it wasn't really look exactly like ah nia...
Today was considered lucky, able to go off early from the free hand classes.
hehehe... hoho...

Thus, I was able to meet ting earlier so we will have more time shopping...
another lucky and also qiao is that William was also going town to meet his girl..
hehe... *lucky* not alone during the bus trip... hehe...
Shop for the whole evening and in the end, I got myself a black shorts and
ting got a blouse. Both are from WH.

At this moment, my brain wasn't functioning very well... I'm mentally tired.
My eyes felt so heavy and it nearly close...
it was really tired after the whole eveing of shopping.
guess I must stop here now... Gonna go bed, Tommorrow CMSK lesson at 9am.
sian... another early morning lesson...

Monday, June 26, 2006

11:23 PM

Today my lesson was starts at 3pm. But went school early to do my 3D.
after all the while, I just do my eyes nia... haiz...
still got long way to go...

went back to school and I realised I gonna get busy soon...
CMSK, MWSN, MP, 3D, Freehands drawing...
all need to be done as soon as possible... -.-!!!

Got our permanent MWSN lab group.. I considered myself lucky...
I got to group all an easy-going group members...
Ah nia also lucky and so as steph and bernice.
but our poor sweet heart jas, was the only girl in the group and she was
group with the mwc ah bengs ah pui and jason...
But I believe jas will be able to handle it well... at least she still got zc and umar, the quiet one.
they sure able to take care of jas... so jas, no worries k...

alright... I always HATE tuesday... do you know why? FREE HANDS DRAWING !!!!
that the worse nightmare ever... I just wonder if i'm gonna pass this subject...
Now I have tons of drawing needed to be completed... think I'm not able to get sleep tonight...
Please jia you for me... pray hard that I would pass my free hand...

2:15 AM

wake up as early as 6am this morning, was actually planning to go for a jog.
well... too bad, it rains... so in the end, went back to sleep again...
then, wake up at about 9am and have to get myself ready to work...
siannnnn.... I wish the time wouldn't passes so fast... I wish I could stay under my blanket...
it's so comfortable....

really hate stepping out of the house when it's rain... my leg would always covered with all the dirt and the mud... yeeeeeeeee....
was staring at the drizzle rain, and it reminds me of a korean movie that I watched
"My girl and I" by song hye gyo and cha tae hyun.
Does the rain dropped in a thread form or it dropped like bean, one by one?
hehe...

school starts tommorrow.... wish me good luck !!!

does being a nice guy really that bad?
maybe people tends to remember the bad stuff that a particular person makes?

Friday, June 23, 2006

1:03 AM

Recently I have been wondering and thinking alot....
"What do I want in my life?"
"What is my goals and dreams?"
"What do I wish to achieve in the future?"
" 10 year later, what would I become?"

Thinking that I already in the third year in poly makes me worried alot.
I just been wondering where I want to continue after I have guaduate.
do you remember that when you were young like maybe in your primary
or secondary, there's time that you will have to write a essay "What do you wish to be when you grown up" or "Talk about your dreams or goal you wish to have" blah blah blah...
or maybe people around you might be asking you...
Never in my life that I would think seriously about it... As in like, I thought I could take thing slowly at a step...

To admit one thing, I'm actually a coward.. I'm afraid of being a failure...
I'm afraid of taking a wrong step in my life... I tend to regret the things I do and this is what I hate about myself the most...
Yes.. maybe you might be saying that "is ok to make mistake, you learn from your mistake"
is that really true? I don't know...
I'm neither a creative, a talent or a smart person...
I felt sad and disappointed in myself whenever I think about it...

I felt I wasted alot alot of time, not doing what I wanted to do..
I'm already in 20... 10 years down the road, what will I be?

of course, I'm thankful that people around me gives me alot of advice and I take it
seriously, thinking about what they said...
I wish I able to live my life to the fullest and even if one day I die, at least I have no regret.
As what people said "You only live once, live your life to the fullest !"

Will I able to fulfill this?
Will I able to find my goals and dreams?

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

11:32 PM

today i am finally able to be online at home... these few days wasn't
able to be online.... msn wasn't be able to install...
so no msn = what the use of being online sia...
anyway met william on friday evening at SK to pass him my lappy.
and got it back on sunday...
William, thanks alot.... really own you alot sia... hehe...

anyway unable to be online, I begin to sleep very early...
*usually I slept at after 2am.
then, these few days I went to bed at about 11pm +... hahaha...
but it isn't a bad thing after all...
on monday, woke up as early as 6am, then went for a early morning jog.
I felt so fresh... it's really a good thing to be able to wake up so early.
The moment you stepped outside, the air is so fresh and it really brighten up your first entire day. it just felt so relaxing and I love that feeling.... it was really great.
*must really thanks ting, if not i wouldn't have wake up so early... lol

but sadly, my stamina drops alot sia... I got so breathless after running for about 1.6km.
haha... I wonder if I'm able to pass my nafa test... really have to start training my stamina le...
throughout secondary school i never failed so I wouldn't want a fail this time... hehe...
wish me good luck...
hehe....

Tommorrow will be a busy day for me... whole day outing....

Thursday, June 15, 2006

12:07 AM

this morning have my squash with ah nia..
we actually have booked the badminton court together.
but our miss lim and pubor woke up late...
and in the end pubor ended up not joining us while our miss lim
came here at about 12... haiz...
so no badminton as we only booked till 12. so all the while we
played squash...

It wasn't really good actually since both of us were squash idiots.
haha... then was invited by 2 guys on the other court. So then, I paired
up a guy and played in court 2 while ah nia with another guy at court 1.
both of us have some chat while playing and he teaches me some of the basic
skills through he wasn't from TP squash team. I was told that the other guy
who played with ah nia was from the squash team....
I'm sure that ah nia got to learn some techniques from him... hehe...
eventually miss lim actually played about 30 mintues then we all went off
to have shower...

then, went back to MP lab to start our project... well... the progress
wasn't really good but at least we did something better than nothing...
hehe...
well.. gonna jia you... there mustn't have any failure...
yeah... no failure...

tommorrow again will be going school.. hopefully able to finish my snitching
for my 3D and hopefully complete the GUI for the MP...
also... will be going out with ting and ru..
hehe... it's gonna be shopping time for us... so long never go shopping
with them le..

tonight I'm gonna sleep early... I'm tired...
my headache came back... guess due to lack of sleep..
have been sleeping quite late and woke up early in the morning.
*tommorrow will be a better day for me and everyone.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

11:40 PM

yesterday early in the morning, receive a sms regrading the free hands
drawing make up cum outdoor drawing classes. allow to attend either on
12, 13, 16 of june. Venue at Boatquay and we are supposed to meet
Miss Shervon at the sculpture Big Bird, from 11am - 5pm.
My mood totally sank the moment I saw this... OMG...
WTH... freaking SIAN !!!!

so today I have to wake up early in the morning and as usual I was late.
Suppose to meet Daniel, Hwee Shan, Auji and ah nia at Raffles MRT station
at 10.45am. Opps... hehe...
When we arrive at the meeting point, I could rougly get the idea of what
we suppose to draw... AND yes, either Architectural or nature drawing..
But it was hell lot difficult to actually draw out details...
that's makes my mood worser...

then, Miss Shervon came and since the weather was really humid and hot
thus we went to settle down at a shaded and cooling shelter under the trees.
We were ask to choose a area and start our drawing...
so in the end I actually choose this...

it's god damn hard to draw.... -_-"
the drawing of details makes me want to jump down to river... hohoho....

But in the end, I wasn't able to draw anything out for the pass 4 hours...
It drive me nuts...
in the end, miss shervon wants to just draw this

at some point, this uncle passes by and gives some advice on drawing the architectural... thus miss shervon invited him to draw and wants us to observe
the way this old man draw... he's was really pros sia...

Just look at the way he do his drawing... wow...

this uncle and miss shervon really clicks very well... both of them talks
about their views on some about the arts development in s'pore blah blah..
at the end of the lesson, I wasn't able to finish my lamp pole drawing
and I was ask to came back AGAIN at the same place on this friday with
Daniel...
OMG... It was totally damn sickening... gonna tolerate sitting at the same
spot AGAIN for 5 hours on this coming friday... Freaking HEll BORING !!!!
*IF POSSIBLE.... CAN SOMEONE KILLED ME PLEASE !!!! argggggggggg !!!!

then, having a hard on choosing what to have for our dinner but finally
we went have dinner at compass point, Bk.
Then, went to shop around while waiting for william as we met to drink
coffee at Starbucks...
It was great that I finally got my pay and in the end bought a pair
of addidas sport shoes for the coming Nafa Test.
*my sport shoes has already tore and wore out.

Tommorrow morning, running, playing badminton and squash.
then afternoon gonna start MP with nuren...
hehehe...

Friday, June 09, 2006

10:45 PM

went for lunch at ricetable this afternoon..
it wasn't as good as what I think...
felt kind of not worth the price..
then, went to watch movie at PS, "The Benchwarmers"
It was really damn funny, have been laughing all the way
throughout the movie.

actually after the movie, I was thought that we all will be
headed home but in the end, walk all the way back to orchard.
Had our dinner at this resturant called "Big O" at Wheelock Place.
the outing was much more better than the last time
but still I felt I wasn't really able to click better with them
than ah nia and nuren. I knew myself that I was quite quiet most of the time.

I was feeling quite ok till later, felt kind of tired and unwell.
in the end from the journey back home till now I wasn't feeling very well.
damn it... headache now... which I hated most...
hopefully my headache wouldn't continued till tommorrow...
working split shift tommorrow ALONE without ting and ru.

well.. it's been a time since I saw them. all of us were busy.
both of them having attachment while I was having test.
kind of miss them yeah...
hehe...
felt kind of bad that I was unable to turn up for the gathering they had with
thomas they all on tuesday. I'm really sorry guys.
Well... and I suppose thomas should be already in the camp now?
anyway take care thomas... :D

Thursday, June 08, 2006

11:14 PM

yoohoo... had finish my first and the last term test two days ago.
the paper was considered as easy but still I wasn't sure if
I'm able to score well for this paper...

Anyway I'm here to update about last saturday, 3th of June.
our class was invited to our AOCP Mr tkl's house for his baby princess 1st month.
hehe...
arrival at his condominium at about 7pm +
then we all went to his house to see the princess..
she just look so small yet she was sooooo adorable...

*she was so adorable isn't she !!!!

not only we took some photos of the princess and also we had a group photo taking
with mr tkl and his wife...

here is what we had for our dinner

Times really passes fast... I felt that I just started school
last week... lol
No school for at least 2 weeks plus this week, it would considered
as at least 3 weeks... hehe..
but then I got tons of work needed to be completed
- my 3D model
- gonna start doing coding for my MP
- freehand drawings *we were given homework to do.
the worse of all, there is a make-up lesson for my freehand drawing which
I hated the most. omg... -_-!! haiz...

Saturday, June 03, 2006

3:41 PM

recently I have been hearing this word "Wedding"
lol... like last week, my mom just mentioned to me that
my cousin going have his wedding during the december and
heard that my grandma just attend a wedding dinner at Rasa
Sentosa Resort.... it sound cool... hehe...
through ah nia's blog, she mentioned about her cousin's wedding.
then, miss CT who she also mentioned about attending her friend's
wedding blah blah...

Also.. a news report about this korean actor, Cha Tae-hyeon who was
the lead in the movie "My sassy girl",
he's just got married. The news said that his wife was his first love
and they had been togeher for 13 years...
omg... it was so sweet...

Cha Tae-hyeon's wedding photo

wow... groom kissing the bride...
omg... this is so sweet...

strange enough would be recently always hang out for dinner after
school with ah nia and nuren... and the 3 of us had been
mentioning about guys... boyfriends... wedding... lol...

Out of sudden, I remember that when I was like 12,13 years old...
I actually had this idea of hoping to get married at the age of
maybe 21, 22... hehehe... then hope to have my first child at the
age of 23, 24... to be young mom.. have at least 2 kids, best if
it is a daughter and a son...

hmmm... to think about it... why would I have this thinking back then?
it sound silly right ? hahaha...
or does that means that I should find myself a guy???
well... of course I was quite envy to those who already found the one
they love, but I guess mine is still way long since I'm still schooling
and I don't think I could afford getting tied so soon...
hehehe...
anyway let's just let the fate decide my future, I'm sure god would
eventually bring me to him...