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StaRs Of mY LifE
Thursday, August 31, 2006
1:30 PM


hey hey... Finally finish my first and the last paper on tue...
BUT that paper was the worse paper EVER...
I can confirm that the paper going to BUANG !!!
haiz... I really felt so sad thinking about the paper...
SAD !!! SAD !!!!


then went school yesterday, went Bedok reservoir jogging
together with ah nia, kehan and eugene...
oh man... It was tiring...
sad that my stamina drop till so badly...
gonna train more for the upcoming Nafa test...
eugene was the only one who could run long and fast and just
awhile he sort of like disappear from our vision... hehe...
not long, we saw him again. but this time he was with a guy.
all of us thought that he had sprain his leg or something,
but he wasn't... he say that the man was a shoe collector
and ask him alot of questions regrading his shoes.
then, the most funniest and weird part is that the man actually
sniff eugene's shoes and his leg...
wahahahahha...
in the end, the man even request to took a photo..
for more detail on what happened, people could refer to eugene's blog, http://pl3a5ur3.blogspot.com//
*hehe...


then, eventually we stopped since everyone was tired and went all
the way back to school.
on the way to the sport complex, it was unexpected that I saw
my primary school teacher. *Opps, I forgetten her name.. hehe..
if I could rememeber, she was my primary 1 or 2 form teacher. It was surprising that she could still remember me. I told that she was
here for a part time invigilators.


after a nice bath, we headed down to Eng school 2 to have our lunch.
Ever since Flavour was open, all of us were lazy to gone all the way to
Eng sch...
Then, ah nia and I had our favourite...



*this image is taken from ahnia's blog.. hehe


After that we went back to eugene's lab, watching shows all the
way till 9pm. hehehe...
Slience by Zai zai at youtube... Very NICE !!!
Ice-age 2.
Land before time, but half way through unable watch due to unfinish loading.
She's the Man... funny and sweet.
then Yoshiki Symphonic Concert introduce by Eugene.


Speaking of Yoshiki, from what I know that he was a member of x-japan.
basically, I wasn't much interested with X-Japan's music.
But somehow, after watching the Concert, I was kind of getting a
little crush on Yoshiki actually... hehe...
Not his style and look but his music..
I was told that he composed the songs and he was the top 14 or 15 pianoist
in the world. WOW...
He also played and composed a song for the Japan emperor. So by all this,
you could tell how amazing he was being a great and talented musician.
But somehow, I felt that his music fills with kind of sorrow but yet
overall it ended so beautifully...
Here's the 3 video that I like the best.


Yoshiki - Symphonic Concert 2002.12.3-4

The Last Song



the singer is from Pussycat Dolls.



here is where he played for the emperor.

Monday, August 21, 2006
2:29 AM


MP evaluation on Tue... Hope everything will be fine...
follow by gone study for MUSM...
29th Aug will be the paper...
this time round no more 3 hours paper but only 2 hours.
I wonder if I can make it without getting supp paper...


next would be thr thailand trip...
somehow I wasn't excited about it when I receive
the news that the hotel was confirmed...


Destiny and fate....
someone told me that Destiny is what human believe and Fate is what human create.
hmmm... I like that answer. Short and it explain all...
what is my destiny and fate?
Right now, I wasn't sure...


I wish to know and I want to know.
Will I able to find my destiny and fate in my life?

Tuesday, August 15, 2006
12:39 AM


This week is going to be my worse week ever I guess...
CMSK brochure.... 3D model... 3D journal... MP...
ALL has to be completed BY THIS WEEK...


has approach TKL and told him about the socket programming part...
I was told that if we are unable to complete then mean we will
failed... OMG... STRESS !!!!


had fall asleep without knowing just now...
the worse is that I had a terrible nightmare, I dream that we
failed our MP...
felt super uneasy the moment when i woke up...
is that dream going to true?
people always said that dreams and reality is always opposite. But
somehow, I felt that things might not going be in the right track...
I know I'm thinking too much but i just can't help it...


will there be a miracle?

Sunday, August 13, 2006
6:42 AM


Have a great evening watching the fireworks...
It's worth standing and waiting about 1h 30mins...
had a great view watching the whole entire fireworks...
Too bad that ting and yuanhua couldn't get to squeeze into the place
and so left mi, ru and lp...


then, had a very very hard time to contact ting and yuanhua as the network is badly
disconnected... lucky in the end all of us gets to meet at suntec city...
lp had the car and so we headed down to clark quay since he was hungry...
then, had a midnight movie, "My Super Ex-girlfriend" at The Cathay.
It was a great show and soon it was time for us to get home...
Thanks to lp, he drove all of us back home. Knowing he was hungry, I offer
to accompany him to eat supper.
I'm sure ru was having fun to be able to drive lp's car...
I find it so funny to see ru's expression and reaction especially when she has
to turn the steering wheel and brake the car... hahhahahahahha....
All these just made my mood and enjoyable...


At some point, my moods goes down... really down...
Firstly... it would be the 3 guys, i guess some may know who i'm refering to...
this is what i felt, in the first place, i thought you guys might be busy on your
own stuff so that why you wouldn't able to join us, it's alright and
we understand...
but in the end, the 3 of u were together... i was puzzle.
then later I get to know that there was one LAME and stupid excuse
"It was difficult for me to get back home... "
Why would i say it was a lame excuse... there is no way that would be difficult to
get home unless you going to miss your last train or bus...
is there so hard to get back home from the explanade?
All these just tells me that "hey guys, you just don't want or don't feel like to hang out with us isn't it?" That was disppointing...
Somehow, I felt that you guys don't appreciate the friendship and I was thinking
"so in the past, when all of us hangs out, How do you feel about hanging with us?
So would it be like for the sake of going out, then just met and hang out???"


then next would be my mum.. For no reason, when i reaches home, she starts scolding me for being late home.. .Yes it's truth that I was really late.
But that's isn't the first time and it was only once in a while that
I'm able to get went out with ting and ru. So obviously, i would love to be able to hang out longer with them... And also I did called back to mentions that I'm going
to be late home.
I just felt so irriated when she started to bring all my bad points out like
"your studies has been so bad and yet you could so afford to stay out late"
Why does she has to say these things? I know my limits and she should be understand tbat I won't go overboard...
haiz...


i'm getting tired and i should get some sleep... gonna hack care about all
these stuff...

Sunday, August 06, 2006
9:35 PM


Had a great and relaxing day... Went Sentosa for sun-tanning with ting and ru...
hahaha...
It was sunday and I was expecting a big crowds at the beach... hehe
The weather was perfect... there were winds under the hot sun and
it felt so comfortable just to lay down...
We reach there at 12+ and get ourselves sun-tan till 2.30pm...


Before leaving sentosa, we went to the nearby Ben and Jerry Ice Cream Store and
got ourselves a cup of Ice-Cream !!!
Somehow, I don't feel that it was sunday but rather it seems to be like a normal
weekdays...
Guess I have still have the mind set that weekends would be the working days...
hahaha...


Ohh ya... I thought I wouldn't be getting any sunburn, but right now, it seems
that I having a minor sun burn especially for my back...


it's gonna be a busy busy week for me...
3D, MP submission is on fri !!!
haiz...

Friday, August 04, 2006
11:57 PM


Fri as usual... no school for me but went school do do my 3D.
then during the evening time, meet ting, ru and Lp at orchard
for a simple dinner...


Singapore was so small and it was surprise to see Roger, Borhan and Steven.
Had a small chat with them and again, Borhan told us to come back to
work during our holidays... still, we were quite firmed with our
decision and decide not come back work... But maybe as a customer. hehehe...


we headed to Sakura to return all the necessary things.
then, out of sudden, i felt sad to leave my name tag. somehow, I just
wish to keep the name tag...
I mean i had it for 3 years, and i always kept it on my little pouch. but
suddenly just now went I open the pouch, something was missing there.


Also, tommorrow and sunday, no more working le...
Throughout the 3 years +, it always been "Studying during Weekdays" and
"Working during Weekdays"... But not anymore from this week onwards...
Just felt lost and my mind was like "hmmm, what should I do tommorrow and
sunday sia?"
hahhahahaa...


Am I having "sakura syndrome"? hahahaha...

Wednesday, August 02, 2006
11:50 AM


It's FINALLY over for the comes presentation.
this is the most toughest and tiring comes... There is so much to prepare
just for that presentation...
In the beginning before the presentation, I was worry that I might not able to
present it well. But lucky everything turns out to be fine... haha...
It's a relieve that this presentation is over...
The worse of all is to wore that heels... it's KILLING me !!!
now my poor feets jsut hurt so much when it touches the water.... hai...


And by next week I have tons of works needed to be handed in...
There are 3D, MWSM and the Major Project which I'm worry the most....
So right now I could just wish that everything turns out to be fine and smooth...


I just love wednesday night.... Again I could watch my favourite TV reality show,
"The Project Runway 2" For tonight episode, the 2 designers were supposed to
design a Evening grown and sadly for this round Kara was out...
Then, I was happy that the winner of the challenge is Daniel Vosovic. He's my favourite
designer of all... haha...
Look foward for the next episode...